Am I crazy or is this wrong!?

I hate to post this here

But when do you feel porn watching is an issue. He tells me he doesn’t watch it but o go to his phone and there it is in his private tabs… I never had issues of him

Watching it but the videos he is now watching makes me question our marriage and how he feels about me if that makes sense he is watching submissive wife has threesome

Escorts videos

Massage parlor … ugh I’m already beating myself up for how I look… but I feel this porn watch has become I get it he is away for weeks

I just don’t know how I feel

I’ve mention it but it was never an issue but now it makes me question if he is satisfied with me or he is imagining them…