I don’t really know where to begin, my heart is broken and I feel so empty. On October 5, 2022 my fiancé and I found that we were 4 weeks pregnant. I was so excited and I couldn’t believe it..I was growing a little baby inside my belly. We heard the heartbeat at 8 weeks and everything looked to be great. On November 28th, 2022 I started to have severe cramping. I went to the bathroom to find that I was having pinkish discharge and it was enough for me to rush to the hospital. I just wanted to know my baby was okay. After obtaining an ultrasound they couldn’t find a heartbeat. My whole world came crashing down. I couldn’t breathe and my fiancé was losing it in the room. They sent us home and told me that I would pass the miscarriage normally. The next day I had an appointment with my OBGYN and I couldn’t walk..I fell to my knees in the office the pain was so bad. They sent me to the ER for an emergency D&C. But they couldn’t get me in for a few hours. My pain got worse..my vitals started dropping I really thought I was going to die. They treated me with fentanyl and morphine for my pain and the pain was still horrible. Then I started bleeding..I’ll never forget all the blood I saw. 8 hours later I got in for my D&C. I am now 4 days post op and I’m feeling so empty..sad..depressed..alone. I know God has a plan for me and I have faith he will give us our miracle baby. But has anybody else felt like they can’t move on from this? I know it was only a few days ago, but I feel myself slipping. I miss my baby..I miss knowing there was a baby inside me. Im so depressed and I’m so eager to start trying again. Has anybody had a D&C? When we’re you able to start trying again? Did you get pregnant fairly fast? I appreciate all the support on here..I’m also sending ALL my love to ALL of you that are experiencing the same loss.