In a weird place rn

I really thought he was the one…

This is the most serious relationship and longest I’ve been in.

I told him I’ve never felt like this or been able to because of my trust issues and insecurities but he brings my soul peace.

Recently he’s been telling people he’s not in a relationship and I just don’t know what to do.

We live together , we’ve been furnishing my house together.

We bought a dog

We just talked about signing a new lease & putting him on it

I thought this was my person.

I don’t want to leave but I know it will get worse if I don’t