Im not trying to be the person that obsessed over weight -- Ive never had a reason to be that person. But today something weird happened. My sister works in a daycare and one of our mutual friends came up to her and talked about how she misses seeing me around.

She then asked my sister, "Has Bella gained weight?"

My sister said, "Yeah she did. Most of it is from the meds she takes (psych meds and antidepressants). Most of it is in her chest and hips and butt."

Then our mutual friend laughed.

Hearing that someone blatantly noticed that Ive put on weight makes me feel weird.. Im 175 lbs and 5'5. D cup for chest and big hips which is where most of the weight is. My doctor says that doesnt make me overweight. I just feel so shitty now.