False pregnancy

Hey yall so I overdosed on my mental health medication like a week in a half ago so I was on the hospital and they told me I was pregnant. I knew if I was in fact pregnant it wasn’t for my husband it was for my sneaky link but I couldn’t remember me n the sneaky link sleeping together to conceive the baby but I stuck to my guns that I was with him if I was pregnant so it’s around the time that I would’ve had my period and I started bleeding so I called the dr and he said I couldn’t play with my vagina or have any sex so I’m instantly in my feelings bc I do like to give myself pleasure when I get that itch despite me having a side guy who pleases me from time to time most of the time he’s on this high road to living life so that’s not often that me n him get to mess around. So today I went in and told them how I was positive for pregnancy like a week in a half ago my sister God bless her heart she’s coming to spend the day with me tomorrow but yeah I found out from the hospital I wasn’t pregnant anymore. Yelp they confirmed me being pregnant by a urinalysis that I was pregnant so I’m in my feelings about this supposedly pregnancy but I’m emotional at this point bc I finally accepted that I was pregnant but by my sneaky link and not my husband tbh my husband haven’t pleased me in quite some time n my sneaky link has given me pleasure more in the past two years than my husband. Am I wrong for informing my sneaky link that I lost the baby bc the hospital said I miscarried today comment only if you’re going to be objective I don’t need anyone bashing me bc of my decisions I’ve made at all like seriously go take that self righteous bull crap under somebody else’s post