Tired!

I have 4 weeks left in this my second pregnancy and I am about finished with it all! Don't get me wrong it has been fun and a joy and privilege to be giving birth, but I am over it now and want it over! I want this little girl out of me. I ach all over have not slept in days look miserable because I am and can't think straight. My hormones are going through the roof. I have gained 50 pounds and I know that is too much. But it just happened. I don't know how I am going to get it all off. I am certainly not into the Christmas and holiday season and for that I feel terrible. I have a 3 year old as well and she is all in for Christmas and excited about it all naturally but I am having a hard time with it right now. I could go on with more here but I will stop. This is just a rant on my part. Thanks for listening and I wish all of you gals a very safe and Merry Christmas season!