Terrible timing… maybe karma

A handful months ago I got diagnosed with bipolar disorder right before I got dumped by my (ex) bf of 2 years and 10 months. And I was manic that week.

And ever since, my timing has been terrible. Every plan falls through, I mess up the timing of almost everything. The only available date for my drivers test is while I’m supposed to be at therapy. My therapist rescheduled it and my car broke down /that/ day. My friend says they’ve had a crush on me for a while. I go to ask them out the next week and before I get the chance: “I’ve got a new partner!!”

Another friend flirts with me and I flirt back and I thought I might ask them on a date. Next time I see them they are on a date with someone they met in that time frame.

Just constantly getting sick on important days or my charger cutting out so my phone dies and my alarms don’t go off on days I’m supposed to shower in the morning and people having to cover shifts when we’re supposed to hang out. It feels like I’m cursed.

Edit: AND I JUST GOT MY PERIOD 4 DAYS EARLY WHILE WEARING WHITE UNDERWEAR