No job vent

I just need to vent. I've been extremely stressed and down and crying.

I had a really good job, I was a supervisor, but they did a huge lay off on the 9th.

My whole Account was closed down abruptly.

I've been applying EVERYWHERE wasting gas money I don't have to interviews that end up being a waste of time.

I'm even applying to restaurants as a server, sonic, I am so desperate nothing is coming or falling through. I have put in 60 apps. I'm so mentally exhausted with the holidays and bills coming in.

I'm sorry to unload this way I just have no one else. Literally no one else....

I feel so defeated and is being driven into some dark deep places in my mind....