Not my month …JuSt feed up with negative test

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We have been trying for 4 months due to other issues we never tried for baby married since 8 years … every month seeing negative test taking my down emotionally and mentally… please provide me how you guys are motivated every month … it’s hard for me that last week from 6dpo to 12 dpo … any suggestions to how to come down anxiety on those day 😒