Sadness & Grief

Well, my period is now 5 days late, I’m 17 days past ovulation (if the chart on here is correct) and I’ve got two very clearly negative pregnancy tests. My husband and I have been TTC for a year and months like this are especially agonizing. I don’t know why my period is so late - that’s out of the ordinary for me - but it’s causing me such anxiety and the tests just bring sorrow. I’m at a loss. Not seeking advice per se, because I’ve already heard it all. I guess I’m just looking to be surrounded by women who really get it, because I can’t turn to friends right now. None went through fertility issues so they are happily living life as moms, likely not even cognizant of so many of us struggling to do the same. 😢