Nobody to just release my thoughts to, writing them in hopes i feel better
All day I spent alone with our daughter and I’m also pregnant. This pregnancy is hitting me harder than with my daughter and I’m crying a lot pretty easily. Today I’ve felt lonely and just down in the dumps. I got excited because rather than my fiancé working 8AM-9PM but not home until 10, he got home around 7:50. We did bedtime routine with our daughter, I walked upstairs to grab something and when I came back down he’s already got his games on. Every night it’s games. I asked if tonight we can just hang and look at baby names but I’m greeted with “I want to play games. We can do that on my off day” all day, all week, I spend alone. No adult interaction. Bedtime comes around and yet again I’m greeted with no adult interaction and I get to sit and watch him play madden and watch football at the same time. I feel myself sinking but nobody around me cares. I don’t want to vent to my friends because I don’t want to bring them down or share my problems. I’m not looking for solutions, I just needed to get this off my chest. I’m crying again I’ve lost count of how many times today, I’ll try a shower in hopes it’ll help.
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