Annoyed! Just wanna know!

Okay literally having the hardest time trying to figure out if I'm pregnant! It's driving my husband and I insane haha we just want to know! I took a test yesterday morning (first response also 4 days before period) there was a very faint line.

Took a clearblue in the afternoon and it was negative but I know it's better to do in the morning. So took another clearblue this morning, and it only showed half a line.

Then after a bit showed a more full line so I know that one is faulty but still!

I'm so mixed emotions right now that I think if I find out I'm not actually pregnant I will be devastated 😭 😫