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We were on a 12 day workcation which extended to 15 days pre new year. We had mutually decided to come back on 29th and spend the 31st with rest of the family. But on 29th, we were on a beach with a group of people we met a few days back and suddenly this guy decided he does not want to go back home.

I did not want to stay longer because I was starting my work from 2 Jan and i need time to reset once coming back from vacation. We couldn’t have come back before 5/6 Jan because the flights were very expensive before that so 29th was the ideal date. I ended up coming back alone. He said he felt bad once I had left and was adamant to come home the next day but ya, he did not. He will come back this Friday.

For the first time in 10 years I spent the new year alone ie without him (which was not a big deal tbh) but what happend next was very hurtful.

Throughout these 15 days of vacation I was begging my bf to come with me to the beach, do some fun activities as we had not taken a vacation since 3 years and we finally got some time to relax together. He did all those activities with the other group of people when I came back. and looking at those pictures is so hurtful. I have been crying throughout the 15 days as I felt super lonely even being with him as he followed the same routine he did back home (and we sleep wake up at very different times) I am just super heart broken to see him having fun that I wanted us to have. Am i overreacting? Should I be happy he is having fun?