I just need to vent! Me and my boyfriend have been knowing each other for 3 years now but have only been dating for like a year in a half. When we first started talking I noticed that he would still be in contact with his ex but ofc since it’s the beginning of the relationship you can’t really force people to change right away. He said they had a business together and he swore to me it was nothing to worry about, that all romantic ties weee cut. So me trying not to be insecure even though it made me uncomfortable I trusted he would do right. But I did warn him that if we were going to be something serious/ long term that he would need to cut her off. Long story short he kept talking to her behind my back and she winded up getting pregnant and today she just gave birth to the child. Y’all I’m so heartbroken like, I’m numb to everything around me. Like ig when I found out I was trying to psyc my mind out that it wasn’t really happening but seeing pictures of him holding the baby really made me come to realization of what he did! I can’t help but to be hurt, I don’t know if it’s hurting because I thought we was building a future together with family and he’s living the dream with someone else or the fact that before I even found out she was pregnant and having a baby, I had my own pregnancy scare and he told me to “get fixed” as if something is wrong with me. I feel so sick to my stomach and it’s like he’s talking to me as if everything is okay. He wants to be with me (so he says) but doesn’t even acknowledge the pain I’m going through right now. I’m on the verge of really having a mental breakdown right now! I just don’t understand I did everything he asked for and been everything he needed in a partner and it just ends like this! I’m having to reevaluate who I am as a person and pick myself up!