Feeling nervous… what do you think?

Question

I tested yesterday at 12 dpo and saw this. I think it looks positive, and if it is should be more excited… but I am feeling uneasy and nervous. I have a healthy boy (almost 3), and in 2021 I had to terminate at 15 weeks, and I had a MC last November. The first trimester has been ruined for me because of my last two experiences. What do you think?

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Answer

I had two losses, and I am almost 26 weeks now w what I’m hopeful is my rainbow baby. 
I just try to treat every pregnancy as a new pregnancy. You don’t get into a car expecting to crash, or a marriage expecting to get a divorce, so don’t get pregnant expecting it to end sadly. 
I know it is easier said than done but I read in my devotions one day that fear stands for “false evidence accepted as reality.” Why is it so much easier to buy into the bad what ifs than the good what ifs? It just steals our joy. You are pregnant until proven otherwise 💕