Tonights Entry in my “Just Incase I Need Proof Journal”

Monday, January 30th

- 8:50PM

I have been trying to get Addison to sleep since 8PM. Andrew came home from work; showered, went it hot tub for 20 minutes and than went in our bedroom with door shut for the rest of the evening.

- 9:16PM

Andrew texts me from the other side of the wall in the bedroom next to Addison’s asking if he can have the sandwich on the counter & milk that Addie didn’t eat. Knowing he was really asking me to go get it for him, I replied with 1 second, and as I’m texting him back Addie says she’s also hungry. I make Andrew a Peanut Butter & Jelly sandwich as well as two loaded tacos with milk and also get Addie a banana, some tomatoes and yogurt.

- 9:50 Pm

I get Andrew’s dishes and any dishes around the house, load the dishwasher and start it and then take Addie back to her room. She still refuses to lay down in bed and keeps playing with her toys.

- 10:45PM

Andrew comes in like a mad man with I face that scared me let alone Addison and starts yelling at her threatening that if she doesn’t go to bed he’s going to lose it. I immediately get up and tell him to stop and get out. Then he starts at me, yelling it’s all your fault. He then pulled my hair (mind you I was wearing a wig, but still not cool at all) and storms out of the room yelling some bullshit about how I keep everyone up and that I can’t even get my daughter to go to bed…(I just feel the need to add in here that I have put Addie to bed myself every night since she’s been born, including night feedings or awakenings all by myself. Hell andrew barely spends anytime with her and she won’t let me leave her with him because she’s scared of him…I wonder why…🤨

- 10:55pm

Andrew is still storming around yelling and smashing shit while I calm down Addie and finally get her to go to sleep.

Also, may I add that I was up until 3:30AM last night doing Andrew’s quarterly business taxes, while get slept soundly in bed.

Until the next time…😒

Sweet Dreams