Sad and lonely , fiance calls me names

I am writing here crying. I moved to another state for my fiancés job.

We just had a chemical pregnancy last month and our wedding is in September. Well he is constantly putting me down we will have a heated argument and he always calls me names like “dumbass bitch, piece of shit, whore, bitch, and stupid cunt”

I tell him everyday to stop calling me names no matter what I say or do there’s no reason to speak to me like that EVERYDAY.

Well last night he called me a dumb ass and spelled it out, after calling me names all day .

Immediately I saw red I threw his food and drink at him and we got into a physical altercation.

Now he is gone chilling w friends and family relaxing, packed a bag and living his life. Meanwhile I am sitting here alone with no one crying. ☹️

Am I wrong for lashing out? How much of the name calling am I supposed to take? He won’t stop…

I am sad I out so much into this I moved across the country for him and I am so alone , my family tells me to come back. But I’m holding on, I have planned so much for the wedding and got all my friends and fam involved in planning .

:(

I forgot to add : he is saying it’s all my my fault and that I’m a psycho bitch who doesn’t deserve him and that he’s done for good