terrified

i just found out i am pregnant for the 3rd time since august of 2022. the last two have been miscarriages. even with me taking progesterone. but they found that i had one elevated test level and said i may have a clotting disorder so i’ve been taking baby aspirin for it. i’m just terrified. i don’t want to miscarry again and me and my boyfriend just got engaged and are planning a wedding that i’ll be 5 months at if everything goes well. i swear i have PTSD from the past miscarriages