Plastic surgery

I wanna go for a consultation to see how I could soften my jaw up a little. I don’t want anything drastic/go under the knife. I just wanna see what the doctor would say. im so insecure about this. I already had my nose done five years ago and that was a traumatic experience for me. im not 100% in love w my nose so im terrified. also, if I tell my boyfriend he would be furious at me. should I go for a consultation and just not tell him?