In my feelings 😔

I made a post a few weeks back about how my husband looks at big ass and boobs on social media. (See screenshot)

Well, apparently he deletes his history now but forgot to delete 1 of them that was viewed today. I honestly think he’s not attracted to me anymore even though he said he is but I’ve started losing trust and getting insecure about myself.. We’ve been married for 8 years and have a child together. I really want to leave him because I don’t deserve to be with anyone I don’t trust and that lies for no reason. How would you move forward?

Sn: he also watch the live dating sites on Tik Tok but when I ask is he interested in meeting someone his response is “no, I just like watching it” he watches it in front of me.

Screenshot below: