No Village!!

31 weeks pregnant today with baby number 3 and really feeling the not having family blues. Each pregnancy i thought it would get easier knowing that my family honestly doesn't care to be involved or really even be a part of it. We have been no contact for a while but it still hurts that my kiddos don't have an extended family to be there to celebrate them. Not for their births or their birthdays. Not that I'm surprised cause they didn't even celebrate mine growing up lol. But here I am 30 weeks with my first boy and hating that once again no baby shower,no gifts, no celebration. Life has been a mess of changes and adjustments this year so I haven't even begun to shop yet and feeling the isolation of no village. Anyway that's my vent.