Trying to think before I react /vent

Here I am laying down with my boyfriend, will be 2 weeks pp tomorrow. He left his phone out on the bed while sleeping.. atleast 4 different women have tried to FaceTime him as well as text. I am trying my hardest not to hit this man out his sleep. I’m so freaking hurt right now, my mind is just racing. I am usually the type to react before I think, but I’m trying to work on myself and not take it overboard.