Frustration

When I say I’m exhausted, I am EXHAUSTEDDD! I have posted before about me always tending to baby, I get up in the morning feed & change her, he does not.. he spends his time in the bathroom. This morning was the last straw for me because I can’t take it anymore. Last night baby wakes up screaming and crying I had no clue why & it lasted for 10 mins. He instantly goes back to sleep however I couldn’t because my wrist has been aching so bad & just pregnancy insomnia in general, I fall back to sleep around 4 am. Baby is tossing and turning ALL night, she’s only crawling on me to wake me up and each time I have to shift my comfort for her. This morning he gets up around 9:55 am because he’s sending me videos at 10 so I’m hopeful that when baby wakes up he can finally get her and I get to sleep in. WRONG, I call him and he’s just getting in the shower at 11:20am like wtf then he’s mad that I’m upset and tells me I don’t have to have an “attitude”. Yes I DO have to have an attitude! Having an attitude is very necessary because you have the luxury of doing things that I cannot and you’re a parent as well! Something as simple as me sleeping in, getting food when I wake up, or using the bathroom is something I CANT DO right away because I’m tending to the baby. I’m not giving him the benefit of the doubt anymore because I’m tired of complaining about the SAME thing, it’s literally not fair and I’m due to give birth in 8 fucking weeks. I’m also in school so this doesn’t make it any better.

EDIT: I hate how you judgy negative Nancy’s don’t consider that people can change. Why would I have another child with someone that makes me feel like this? My daughter is 9 months & it clearly didn’t start like this, I got pregnant 3 months pp & he still wasn’t like this around that time. So stop saying “how can you have another kid with somebody like this” at that point my child had already grown limbs! Should I have aborted her?