Anyone ever get a bfp like stark white at 8dpo and get a bfp later?! AND have a successful pregnancy?!

Each of my babies I had a bfp like solid line by 9/10dpo with a very faint by 8dpo. And only my losses (3losses) did I not get positives til after 10/11dpo. I’m just so anxious if I’m pregnant that it’s another loss.

Symptoms spotting:

Positive Opk 9/22

1dpo light spotting

2dpo red spotting

3dpo pink spotting (I always get ovulation spotting)

4-5dpo nothing

6dpo pink tinged mucus & insomnia

7dpo pink tinged mucus slight right sided cramps, nightmares and gassy

8dpo cramping, backache, fatigue, gassy, bfn

Just tell me your stories ladies. I need some hope. Feeling so down.

Please only vote if you have a living baby from that pregnancy or past 24 weeks. (I’ve lost babies 13,14,18 weeks)