Trying so hard !

Nia

My husband (38) and I (31) have been trying for a baby since September now. I stopped taking my bc pill at the end of August. Previously I was skipping the placebo pills to skip my period every month. The year prior I had only two shots of depo. I stopped after I was spotting for a month straight. Now I’m ready to try for a baby and my period has come twice. October it was four days late. This month it was just two days late. I know my calendar might be little off for not having my period come for awhile. But I was really sad last night when I saw pink and the cramps this morning really confirmed along with another negative test. I really thought this month would be it. What could I possibly be doing wrong? I’m scared I’ve missed my opportunity. I’ve had two abortions in my twenties. Idk

Have I’m thinking to hard. Could my bc still be in my system? I am going to schedule with my doctor just for a peace of mind as well. Thank you in advance for anyone that chooses to interact.