Been a strange one thats for sure. My two best friends are guys, have known one for over 10 years and the other for about 5 years. They have both been there for me through so much. Seen me at my worst. Anyway tonight they have both told me within a few hours of each other that they have feelings for me, and have had for some time and im shook honestly. Especially both in the one night. I split up with my long term ex a month ago, so i think thats why they have waited till now, and they both know im no where near ready to date again. Im in such a strange place mentally tonight lol. I have no idea why ive written this, i think i just needed to tell someone. Thanks for listening i guess. And please no one worry, ive had a good talk with both of them not stringing them on or anything. Thanks for listening. ♡