Waiting on a positive

I feel like one ever talks about how fricken gut wrenching it is waiting for a positive test..

I wake up in the morning take a test, see that its negative, have anxiety all day long that I’ll start my period, I don’t, and then have anxiety at night that the same thing is going to happen all over again tomorrow.. I know I probably shouldn’t be taking tests everyday but I’m so impatient and just wanna be a mommy. Especially before Christmas. 🥹🤰🏽

My last period was Nov 2, so I am a couple days late and we have been tracking ovulation and having sex atleast 2 times a week so I’m just praying that i would just be a little too early to tell on a test.

This girl just wants to start her own family. 🥹🤰🏽