I know I’m being over dramatic but…

I live in a family shelter with my kids the shelter always needs diapers since I’ve been here I’ve donated 80 4t/5t diapers, 20 preemies and 30 newborn size. Today I noticed I missed one so like the others I brought it down to the nurse but today there was a different lady instead of taking it and being happy like the other women she just threw it in the trash which really upset me even though it was just one diaper but as a mom who has struggled to get diapers for my kids I would’ve even been happy just to receive 1 diaper if I was struggling and I know there’s people here who really could’ve used it my partner told me originally just to give it to the one guy that had a tiny baby but I felt weird going up to a man so I decided to bring it to the nurse so they could’ve added it to the pack I gave them yesterday but I regret it now I should’ve listened to him because that would’ve been one more diaper the father wouldn’t have had to worry about. Would you have been upset? I know I shouldn’t be as upset as I am but still a baby could’ve used it what if the baby is going without maybe my hormones are just going crazy since I just had a baby 3 weeks ago