Giving up hope

I am giving up hope on pregnancy. I have a 4 year old daughter and maybe that is all for me . I’m beginning to think a 2nd child just isn’t in my cards. My house is too small, along with our income . Maybe this is Gods way of trying to tell me I can’t do it . I’m so tired of seeing pregnant women, hearing about pregnancy announcements, babies being born. And all I want is one more child to complete my family. I feel like my husband is giving up too. It makes me sad 😞