Postpartum Anxiety

I am almost 5 weeks postpartum and I feel like my anxiety is at an all time high. I went to my last OB visit from this pregnancy and I talked to my dr about how I have been feeling, which she explained was postpartum anxiety. I’ve dealt with anxiety my whole life so I didn’t really know this was a different version of it, but I’m starting to tell that it is. I basically am over thinking about everything that comes to my child, to the point where I had to hand him off to my partner while I was feeding him because of how over stimulated and overwhelmed I was. This obviously made me feel like I was being a bad mother. This is my first child and first postpartum journey. Has anyone else gone through this or is going through this? I feel like I’m being stupid 🥺🥺🥺

*added picture of my sweet little guy 🥺🥺💙💙