Feeling down

Hey girls I’m feeling a bit emotional today I been trying to get pregnant for 13 months, going on 14 months, I’m only 23 i definitely thought I would of been pregnant by now, really thought it was my month this month but I got my period yesterday. I thought I was gonna get my Christmas miracle, I was getting symptoms after my ovulation cycle, was feeling sick and getting headaches and really thought I was pregnant also it’s my first year without my dad also at Christmas he passed away in January and wanted something good to happen for once, been taking folic acid and using preseed and progesterone cream. I told my partner I don’t wanna try anymore but he wants to still, it’s just making me feel so depressed and upset all the time every time I get my period I just start breaking down, sorry for the vent just needed get it all out.