I don’t know if he did

When I was a little kid (maybe around 5) I woke up with one of my parents addict friends in my bed and I was on the floor. Last night I was thinking about it and he easily could’ve sa’d me and I don’t know if he did or not. One of my friends told me about when someone assaulted her all she remembered was waking up alone in a room. This guy easily could’ve assaulted me and my brain could’ve blocked it from my memory. A few months later my parents told me he passed in a motorcycle accident. I don’t know what worse not knowing or if he did knowing that my parents let someone assault their young daughter.