These were the results of my blood tests and I knew my liver had been seen to be boo-boo on ultrasound and CT but these results show high liver enzymes which means my liver cells are damaged from fatty liver disease and they think it’s being caused by an insulin resistance that was left unchecked and now I’m on meds for it. These results are lower since my last blood draw according to the doctor so that’s good. This makes it more real to me 🥹

And I know this is reversible and I’m working on that but I need to express that I am a bit sad that I can’t drink on new years. I didn’t even want to drink until I learned I couldn’t 😂

What worries me was HOW long has my liver been like this? Everytime I drank in the recent past I was killing my poor already messed up liver, I had cut out alcohol months and months ago when my stomach pain started so it’s not a hard thing for me it’s just.. maybe I’m childish for wanting it after being told I can’t have it 😂 I don’t even want to go to my families new years part because I know there will be drinking and I don’t even want to be tempted. My whole diet right now is changed because of my stomach ulcer and my liver being sick. Trying to heal your body can make you feel sad sometimes 😂

I also got a call today because some of my blood tests showed something could be wrong with my pancreas like what the hell.

I am only 27 years old and my insides are trying to fall apart