Anxiety

The first trimester is so stressful. 😩 I had 1 wipe of bright red blood (12/25)right after finding out my hcg is doubling like it should, thought for sure I had lost the pregnancy, but my tests are getting darker and it’s been no more since then, until last night(1/1). Now I’m barely spotting pink, off and on since yesterday. Honestly probably wouldn’t notice if I wasn’t looking. I’m so nervous. I know it could be nothing but I just can’t help but panic because of previous loss. My breasts are still sore and the nausea is kicking in so definitely still feel pregnant. Wish there was a way we could know how it all turns out 😕