I had 3 miscarriages last year and after having surgery for Endometriosis on Aug. 10, my husband and I started trying again.

Initially, I was feeling great about ttc. My cycle came back a month after surgery, and then the following month. Now I’m on cycle day 64 and ovulated on cycle day 49.

Every time before my surgery, we got pregnant on the first try and I didn’t realize how lucky that was. The surgeon said that while I’m two times more likely to have a healthy pregnancy, I only have about a year to try before he predicts the Endo growth will have invaded.

I’m trying to feel positive about the fact that I finally got a peak ovulation day a few weeks ago, but now I’m in limbo with negative pregnancy tests 14 dpo, and no signs of AF showing up either.

Not getting pregnant this month sucks, but I wish my body would regulate to normal cycles so I feel like I have a monthly chance of getting pregnant rather than feeling like the clock is ticking faster only ovulating once every 2-3 months.