I am really mad at myself. I should have really tried to not be a giant fat butt before I got pregnant. There are so many things I won’t get to do now because I’m fat. I won’t get to take bump pictures. There is no point in doing maternity pictures because you won’t even be able to tell I’m pregnant. I wish I’d have worked harder on myself first. I wish I’d have gotten healthy for me and my baby. I’m working on it now, but I should have done it before.