Just found out!

I’m pregnant with my first! Just found out this afternoon. I’m super nervous because we are not ready financially AT ALL and I’m diabetic and my blood sugars have been thru the roof the last month. I have to call my psych med doctor Monday to see my meds adjusted for pregnancy and I also gotta make some other calls. I see my diabetic doctor on the 28th. Will let her know then and discuss what we need to do from there.. I need to get my numbers down. They are way too high. I’ve been super aware and anxious since I found out that I’m giving myself a stomach ache. I’m so scared. My health isn’t good and I suffer from multiple mental illnesses. I’m terrified I will have a miscarriage. But for now I just need to try to stay calm and take better care of myself from here on out. I smoke cigs too and haven’t had one at all today so that may be why I’m so anxious too.. I need to quit. I’m just also terrified of giving birth! Any and all advice is welcome. Any apps to track stuff? Also, when do I schedule an appt with a obgyn about prenatal stuff and ultrasounds?

By the way, I’m 33 years old and married, but my husband is unemployed and I am super part time. We struggle so badly financially right now. I’m terrified right now..