Rape? Or ..

This guy ive been on and off with fucking has a problem when ever i tell him to not cum in me he sometimes does anyways and kinda doesnt let me push him off. and i tell him how it knocks off my ph balance and he still does it . I introduced using condoms bcz i would get infections and he will still take them off mid sex when i cant notice . He then recently proceeds to say im sorry for raping you… since i told him condom only i dont even know how to feel . to make it crazier he had gotten a text from this girl to meet with her for a date im guessing and we arnt together so whatever but right after fucking me ? Just seems so fucked up . Not to mention he came twice and i havent not once in a whileeee