My little olive

So lately I haven’t been feeling pregnant. Ik I’m pregnant. I’m having all the symptoms. It’s my second pregnancy. I get more and more nauseated each day and as the day goes on. It was similar to my first. Now, im hardly able to stomach the smell of food. I use to eat a lot of junk and not drink water with my first pregnancy. But this one I don’t want junk and I want water/flavored and Gatorades but only the red ones I can drink w no problem. Sometimes the berry flavor. I have more headaches. It’s like my mind is saying I’m not pregnant but my body is saying other wise if that makes sense. Has anyone else had feelings like this or went through something similar. I don’t even have dreams about my baby which worries me. I had preeclampsia with my first and it led to eclampsia. 7 seizures in total. I’ve been scared about this pregnancy. Is that why I’m like this maybe? To keep my stress at a minimum?? I dnt know how to feel. I’m currently 8 weeks as of today April 7th. I’m open to all opinions and thoughts