Baby dust

I need some serious baby dust right now. My period is due in 2 days. I been experiencing sore boobs that lasted a few days. I’ve been just not myself feeling really hot. Yesterday I was cramping and extremely bloated which normally the next day I get my period and nothing. I thought I got it today cause I felt something coming from down there but I was just discharge. I took a test last week and I’m pretty sure it was negative. So I just figured I’d just wait for a missed period before I test again. I’m tired of testing with getting my hopes up every time. I just want a baby 😭