Just not getting far...

I know I can always come here to vent and get ad vice...especially in these moments when I feel damn near almost 100% defeated.

Well...I recently was fired from my job while I was at the ER for stage 3 hypertension crisis. Im trying my best to be a mother, gf and take care of my home and anything else...but somewhere , someone or somehow I am constantly reminded of how far and deep in a hole im in...I mean I really feel pathetic that I am unemployed again due to my medical circumstances and cant hold my own it seems...im already suffering from depression and anxiety and I just dont know what to do anymore besides give up..😔