so I have bad anxiety/depression, and a version or symptom of mine is irritability and anger. speaking on that, I have had another traumatizing pregnancy journey that was full of stress, disrespect and neglect that made me resent my situation a bit throughout. I have my meds and I have a therapist that I check in with every two weeks but right now I’m just full of anger with my partner and annoyance with our 5 year old.

My partner has treated me like I’m a maid more than a partner this whole pregnancy.. he has done more complaining and arguing with me about tending to the house and him than actually tending to me and making sure his child and I are good while i’m dealing with my pregnancy especially since this pregnancy had me severely sick and energy drained since finding out. I even hit a hard financial hardship so he’s our only stream of income and holds the funds.

My 5 year old is just reverting and acting like a damn 2 year old just whining, throwing tantrums and stating she doesn’t know how to do anything anymore which is pissing me off because she’s really smart, she’s sweet and can do so much.

I just feel a mental breakdown coming and I feel I won’t recover from it well….