Help 🥺

Im 6+3 today, found out about a week ago. Me and my boyfriend don’t really know what to do. This would be our first together but we both have boys from previous relationships. He isnt happy about this and says it isnt the right time to have a baby, but that he wants one with me later. I have a early scan soon and will then deside if im keeping it or not. But I hope he will change his mind and wants it then.. I dont really know what i want, if i wanna keep it and then raise the baby by myself or if i should abort.. i know both would be hard for me. I just want him to change his mind and want this.

What should I do?