I feel like no one ever takes my pov into consideration its always just theirs especially my husband he'll try to argue that i try to make it about myself whenever i try to share my pov or that i don't care about his when his is always said 24/7 i get yelled at cussed at told im dumb and stupid that i don't meet his needs but im almost 8 months pregnant my body is absolutely killing me this pregnancy(#4) im dealing with a yeast infection i wake up at 5 am every morning to get my oldest ready for school stay up from then till they go to bed at night im not allowed to take a nap bc if i do my husband gets in his feelings how hes tired too(hes not working at the moment) but he naps i have to stay up with our 3 and 1 year old and on top of all that all 3 kids are sick from the oldest i give them medicine i clean out their nose i stay up with our 1 year old dealing with her teething and being sick and the laundry he helps with the dishes and cooks but is outside smoking 99.9% of the day on his phone watching YouTube shorts while im inside doing everything else at the end of the day im overly exhausted and do not want to be sexual but thats my fault and im a shitty wife bc by the end of the day im just ready to sleep