I think I might be done

It might be time to move on from TTC. I have been trying for our second for 14 months. We had 2 losses and I’m starting to feel like I would be happier if we just stopped trying. I keep staying at my shit job because it’s what works best for a new baby (discounted child care, maternity leave ect) but I hate working there. I have the most amazing little girl and I want a sibling for her but I’m realizing that maybe she’s my miracle. I’m 36 in few months and I can feel the clock ticking. I just wanted this so badly but I’m realizing that we are a pretty happy little family of 3. Has anyone else decided to be one and done? How do you know you made the right choice?