We just found out the baby on the way will be another boy. We currently have a daughter and 2 sons (1 of the boys is biologically mine with my husband) the other two are my children through marriage, they live will us full time since their bio-mom isn’t in their lives. Everyone including my husband and daughter were wishing for another girl but NIPT shows boy. I’m convinced maybe I’m meant to be a boy mom 🤷🏻‍♀️. I was raised with a toxic mother and it’s been instilled in me that “you can’t have two queen bees in one hive” and my childhood was evidence of this with my mom and I fighting all of the time. I sometimes find myself easily annoyed with my daughter for the simplest reasons… my mother is the exact opposite of the type of mom I want to be and during those times of frustration I feel like her and it scares me. This does makes me hyper aware of my attitude and I try to be more supportive and uplifting to my girl, and be her biggest fan, and 99% of the time I am that for her. Mainly I want to be the mom I was lacking as a child for my daughter. I consider them my children and also wanted this baby to be a girl, giving her- her first sister but now learning it’s a boy… maybe that’s God confirming I’m meant to be a ‘boy mom’, even though I consider my stepdaughter my daughter… I don’t know if that even makes sense but it does to me.