I was happy yesterday ( still am ) because I saw my baby on the ultrasound for the first time ! 13 weeks today. But I'm back today to panicking over every littl thing I do , every little thing I wanna eat and avoid things that are most likely ok just my head wins. I'm getting really sick of it .

Also doesn't help that I had a UTI at 8 weeks and did a urine test after antibiotics which came back no bacteria so no infection but some puss so was asked to take another urine sample just to be sure currently waiting on the results of that one. I just wanna know so I can start antibiotics if that's what I need I'm scared to leave it untreated whilst I wait I'm just hoping it comes back ok . Waiting for my fist CBT session aswell which will help with all this but

need something in the meantime