I just recently had a breakup and I have never felt pain as bad as this. I can’t even describe it and I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. The times he told me he loved me and the moments we shared. The future I wanted with him, the family I wanted with him only for him to tell me he didn’t see a future with me or wanted one. I also am in the process of moving out alone, a choice i made with the intention that at least I wouldn't feel so alone with him around. Now I'm not only heartbroken but also terrified because where I live, and living alone as a single woman is just so dangerous. I felt secure that he would be there but now I don't even have that… I could have lived with a friend, but he suggested to me that living alone would be better for our relationship in the end. I shouldn't have listened to this, now it's too late. I will be alone, I will feel unsafe (I have had past experiences of people breaking into houses and apartments while I'm in the house and he knew that) he promised to be around to make me feel safe and now I have nothing and no one. I feel sick, I cant stop throwing up and I don't know how I will ever feel whole and safe again. The lease is signed, there is no backing out.