Needing encouragement, support or advice - ttc/recurrent miscarriage

Hi! I’m 27, married for 8 years and ttc for 8 years. I’ve lost 6 babies, one (and the most recent, 2 months ago) being ectopic and losing my left tube too. I’m just absolutely devastated and wanting to somehow voice my pain. I don’t tell anyone how I feel because I don’t want to drag anyone else down and my anxiety tells me no one will care. I’m in a lot of pain mentally and emotionally. Life consists of me just doing the bare minimum to survive and putting on a facade of getting by and being happy. My husband is incredible and is truly everything to me but being childless and losing all my babies is really destroying me. I desperately want to find other women who know somewhat how this feels, I want to connect and relate to someone, because I’m slowly dying from feeling so alone. Sending love and peace to you all. ❤️