36 and have 2 beautiful children thanks to amazing fertility specialists. Been hoping to.have a 3rd baby but hoping for a miracle baby as i just cant go.throuvh fertility treatments for many reasons. Well im 10 dpo, and yesterdayi was having mild cramping, been bloated since 5dpo. And yesterday also had the tinniest tinge of spotting. I tested 9dpo and bfn, im just too scared to test again and see another bfn. Just have no one to share these fears. And not get my hopes up that i might be pregnant